I looked at the stars tonight. I wasn't looking to recognize a constellation. I wasn't looking for a planet or stellar cluster. I just looked at the stars.
I'm still scared. I'm still on the edge of tears some days. Some days I feel like I never deserved this. Other days I feel like I don't deserve to have it this easy, no chemo, no RPLND (yet, knock on wood).
Mine hasn't been as hard as others I've read about. I haven't had the life changing "week in the hospital", "weeks on chemo", "staring in the mirror as the hair falls out asking Why?!" moments.
But tonight... I just looked at the stars.
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